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"The Long Road"
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Alone

The waiting takes a toil,
as I sit here wondering,
going back and forth in
my mind. Experiencing one emotion
after another, anxious, and sometimes
afraid that you won't come
for me. Hoping that you
feel as much for me, as I
feel and long for you.

We are our own worse
enemies, locked within the recesses
of out minds ours fears
outweighing our senses, insecurities
playing havoc with feelings as
I wait, wonder, anticipate. Afraid,
alone, being abandoned by you.
The time is passing and
still I sit, waiting, alone,
wondering what have I done?
Unaware, isolated within my
own mind.

Are these tears streaming down
my face? These sobs that
are shaking me where did
they come from? Crying, pain
coursing thru me, where were
you when I needed you?
I feel as a child,
panic stricken, wondering what have
I done? Afraid, shaken to
my very core, and here
I sit again.
Alone.

© Copyright 1998 Gwenn Lewis